On the cusp of winter 2021, I went for a stroll within the woods close to my home in Oxford. By a bench that overlooks town, I occurred upon a moss-covered log that glistened inexperienced underneath the overcast sky. The moss’s leaves had been as tiny and complicated because the best embroidery, and as skinny as clingfilm. I brushed my fingertips over the feathery mattress in awe of its minuteness and complexity, earlier than taking a dozen images. When was the final time I had touched moss? When was the primary? I bear in mind timber, rivers, mountains, however not moss. However, that day, I felt as if moss summoned me to concentrate to its rigour and wonder amid its nice arboreal cousins.
Or moderately, moss represented one thing for me. I’d been considering about contact, about how out of contact with nature I’m. I reside in a metropolis that has many parks and meadows, however I don’t contact nature sufficient; moderately, I see it – the decorative birches, the canal, the roses on the hedgerows. In summertime, I’ll swim with associates, or sunbathe and roll in sand and grass, however as soon as we’re again in our sanitised houses, I proceed to reside out of contact. I search nature in small, applicable, hygienic doses.
Winter is the one true season of touching. In winters, irrespective of how effectively you gown up, a raindrop will discover you. Fogs will enshroud you and depart their wetness in your face. Dry, chilly air will crack your lips. As you inhale, mist will contact your nostrils and the within of your throat. You’ll really feel winter’s contact on the backs of your ears. Winter’s physicality reaches in every single place. However moss works the toughest in winters. Over each log, rock and crevice, it grows and glows.
Over the course of that winter, I touched mosses in every single place within the metropolis: on footpaths and partitions, on the barks of willows, on metal-based drain covers, on tombstones, on the roofs of houseboats, on deserted bicycles, underneath the railway bridge. Moss likes to develop in every single place so long as there’s sufficient shade and moisture. A nonvascular plant, it lacks an elaborate root-and-shoot anatomy; it has no roots to talk of. Mosses take up water and vitamins from their one-celled leaves, that are uniquely designed to carry water as much as 30 occasions their very own weight. In winter, in the event you’ve ever paused to stare upon a moss mattress and contact its floor, you’ll really feel as in the event you’ve touched a moist sponge. You’ll additionally realise that whereas a moss mattress could really feel delicate at first contact, it’s a multi-textured world down there. As I rigorously brush the backs of my fingers towards moss beds, tiny stalk-like beings tickle me. Jutting out of moss leaves, these stalks are referred to as sporophytes; every sporophyte incorporates a capsule of spores at its outermost finish. As wind and water carry these spores away from their supply beds, mosses multiply. The sporophytes develop significantly taller than the mattress, to permit the spores to journey far and begin a brand new commune, a brand new household.
One of the frequent mosses in city settlements is Tortula muralis, or wall screw-moss. It was the primary one I observed, like most newcomers do. Someday, underneath a shiny blue after-rain sky, I noticed that the sporophyte capsules of a wall screw-moss mattress rising on a brick fence had swelled to nearly 3 times their regular dimension. It astonished me, and I believed it is likely to be one other stage of their improvement that I hadn’t examine but. Down on my knees, at eye degree with the mattress, I reached out with a fingertip in the direction of a sporophyte, however my hand stopped itself halfway. It took some time for my eyes to regulate, however I realised that the capsules had not swelled in any respect. Every sporophyte was merely holding a tiny water droplet round itself, like a miniature water balloon, or a pregnant stomach.
Many minutes had passed by. It began raining once more, and extra water fell and seeped into the moss mattress. I remembered to go about my day, which appeared a bit absurd, if not insignificant in entrance of a moss mattress. This, then, is the primary lesson that moss taught me: you possibly can contact time. Not our human time, not even mammal time, however Earth time. Hours later, after I returned from my chores within the metropolis, the sporophytes had been nonetheless there, nonetheless holding water. Typically, it could take 25 years for a moss layer to placed on one inch. However moss has been round for at the very least 350m years, being one of many first species to make the journey from water to dry land: moss is our elder relative, as Robin Wall Kimmerer reminds us in Gathering Moss. It’s a species that shares our cities and residences, a witness to human time and its catastrophic velocity. If solely touching moss had been sufficient to allow us to expertise moss time.
Aristotle claimed that contact is essentially the most common sense. These days, I’ve come to imagine that touching nature could also be the best technique of reconnecting with it. A number of research argue that actions that contain touching nonhuman entities with our our bodies – strolling barefoot or swimming, as an example – may assist us nurture affective and moral relationships with the nonhuman world.
The phenomenologist Maurice Merleau-Ponty spent his life considering and writing in regards to the query of human notion. For him, it was via the physique’s notion and proprioception that we come to know the world. Whereas sight is vital right here – for it’s via sight that we inform, in relation to our our bodies, whether or not an object is much or close to, massive or small – contact is equally, if no more, vital.
Contact reorients us to the elemental situation of being – to the inevitability of others, human and nonhuman. In touching, we’re most susceptible as a result of we’re all the time additionally being touched again. The analogy that Merleau-Ponty makes use of in his posthumously printed work, The Seen and the Invisible (1964), is that this: when my one hand touches the opposite, which one is doing the touching, and which one is being touched? We’ve eyelids; we are able to pinch our noses and shut our ears; however there are not any pure skin-covers. We can not flip off our sense of contact. To be a human on the planet is to be tactile, to all the time be touching and touched with each single pore of our our bodies.
The concept touching nature may bridge interspecies borders is sensible intuitively. And is there any being within the plant kingdom that embodies contact greater than moss and its household, the bryophytes? Moss is contact. It doesn’t poke the pores and skin of the being it touches. And it takes virtually nothing from the host it’s involved with: moss isn’t any parasite. But it softens timber, prevents soil erosion, and shelters animals too small for us to note. It’s constantly in contact with Earth and all its beings, together with us. Inside a rainforest and on town pavement, moss beckons us.
In the 900-year historical past of Oxford College, my present house, moss’s contact has enchanted many individuals. However, because the historian Mark Lawley notes, a separate examine of mosses in Britain didn’t start till the late seventeenth century. One of many key figures who recorded the variety of mosses in Britain in painstaking element was Johann Jakob Dillenius, a German botanist. Dillenius studied medication, whereas sustaining a powerful curiosity in botany, on the College of Giessen, the place he wrote his first main work, Catalog of Vegetation Originating Naturally Round Giessen (1718). In it, he recognized a number of mosses and fungi, underneath the heading Cryptogams, denoting vegetation that reproduce by way of spores, also referred to as “the decrease vegetation”.
Maybe solely a handful of botanists on the time would have bothered spending their days with their arms touching the bottom that different folks stroll on and animals relieve themselves on. However Dillenius did, and his work impressed William Sherard, a number one English botanist. Sherard had not too long ago acquired an enormous assortment of vegetation from Smyrna (present-day İzmir in Turkey) and had been trying to find someone to assist organise it. He provided Dillenius a job at his backyard in Eltham, simply exterior London; and, in 1721, Dillenius migrated to Britain to work on Sherard’s plant assortment, the mosses of Britain, and a pinax (an illustrated catalogue) of Britain’s vegetation.
For the primary seven years of his time in Britain, Dillenius lived between Eltham and his personal lodgings in London. In 1724, he produced his first e-book in Britain, the third version of Synopsis methodica stirpium Britannicarum, initially written by the Cambridge-based botanist and naturalist John Ray in 1670. Within the second version (1696), Ray had recognized 80 sorts of mosses, to which Dillenius added, in line with George Claridge Druce’s account, 40 sorts of fungi, greater than 150 sorts of mosses, and 200-plus seed vegetation. Dillenius divided cryptogams into “fungi” and “musci”, excluding ferns and equisetums.
For maybe the primary time, someone had paid meticulous and singular consideration to the “decrease vegetation”. It fascinated me to think about an 18th-century gentleman spending hours and years touching and gathering the mosses of Britain. We don’t know a lot about Dillenius’s inside life, however one can glean from his letters that he liked mosses and preferred his life of their firm. His life amongst English folks? Not a lot.

After three years of exacting work, his version of Ray’s Synopsis was printed, but it surely didn’t bear his identify. His publishers (and Sherard) feared that the folks of Britain wouldn’t respect the identify of a foreigner on a e-book in regards to the mosses of their land. In a letter to Richard Richardson, one other main English botanist and a colleague, Dillenius introduced the publication of his nameless Synopsis, and regretted that he didn’t have the chance to dedicate the e-book to Richardson publicly. Regardless of this omission, he wished Richardson to persuade Sherard to let him work on his dream – the Historical past of Mosses. He wrote: “I imply the Historical past of Mosses, if I may discover time to complete it … would [you] please … persuade him to let me have at some point in per week for this goal.”
It wouldn’t be till 1732 that Dillenius may discover that at some point per week he wanted to put in writing his historical past. Whereas Dillenius loved his work on the pinax, his true ardour lay with the decrease vegetation. For about 4 years, he labored on Sherard’s pinax whereas hoping that at some point he’d be free to commit himself to moss. When Sherard died in 1728, Dillenius’s destiny modified in a single day. Sherard left his books and vegetation to Dillenius, and a substantial sum of money to Oxford College for use towards the upkeep of a professorship of botany. In his will, he appointed Dillenius as the primary such Sherardian professor.
In 1728, Dillenius moved to Oxford, the place he lived till his demise. Right here, James Sherard, the youthful brother of his former patron, who behaved moderately contemptuously in the direction of Dillenius, requested him to cease engaged on the mosses and the pinax, coercing him as a substitute into writing a e-book on the backyard at Eltham, Hortus Elthamensis (1732), for which Dillenius endured vital monetary loss.
After Hortus, Dillenius pledged his profession and life to the examine of mosses and, in 1741, he printed Historia Muscorum, or Historical past of Mosses. In painstaking element, over 576 pages and in 85 illustrated plates, the e-book described 661 taxa of decrease vegetation, together with mosses, fungi, lichens, algae, liverworts, hornworts and lycopods. He divided the mosses into six genera: Mnium, Hypnum, Polytrichum, Bryum, Sphagnum and Lycopodium – classifications which are helpful in the present day. However the e-book, his life’s mission, didn’t fare properly available in the market. Quickly, he began writing an abridged model that he thought folks may need to purchase at a lowered worth, however time had bested him. His Italian modern Pier Antonio Micheli had already written an in depth and genre-defining e-book on the cryptogams greater than a decade earlier than. In 1747, Dillenius died of a stroke at his house in Oxford, the abridged model of the Historical past of Mosses unpublished.
The saddest a part of Dillenius’s story is that even in the present day, his contribution is grouped underneath Continental Botanists within the historical past of British bryology. He’s neither celebrated in Germany, his homeland, nor in England, the place he lived and is buried. His was a migrant’s destiny. I felt an instantaneous affinity with Dillenius, a stranger who’d turn into a buddy to me. Throughout my walks alongside the Thames, I stored his gorgeous illustrations at hand and discovered to distinguish polytrichum from mnium in his firm. I’d all the time loved gazing at timber and listening to the woodland winds, but it surely takes an intentional reorientation of the thoughts and the senses to take care of moss. Moss doesn’t leap at you, it doesn’t arrest you want a pine’s needles or an oak’s arms; even when it seems marvellous, it doesn’t maintain your curiosity lengthy sufficient to watch its trivia. I puzzled why an individual similar to Dillenius, a moderately unwelcome immigrant, poured all his vitality and hope into vegetation we are inclined to overlook?
As a historian, I’m tempted to listing causes: the rise of the scientific worldview, colonialism, the impulse to taxonomise the world of vegetation and peoples, the institution of a botanical backyard in Giessen in 1609. And all this may properly be right, however nonetheless, why mosses? Why this man? The archive isn’t full.
I grew up in a rain-drenched city in Punjab, India, the place most months of the yr I waded via mud and blocked rainwater to achieve the nook store of my neighbourhood. Throughout monsoon, whereas the heavens poured and thundered, I’d play catch with my associates in the neighborhood park. I bear in mind slipping over moss-covered rocks. I bear in mind our bruised hips. We’d slip over kai twice, typically 3 times in a single recreation. In Punjabi, kai doesn’t precisely imply moss. We don’t taxonomise decrease vegetation into one class, like bryophytes, primarily based on their methodology of replica. The traditional texts of ayurveda (a standard therapeutic system of north India) similar to Susruta Samhita and Caraka Samhita classify vegetation into totally different classes primarily based on their form, texture, look, medicinal properties and habitats. Any plant progress, particularly close to the bottom, that makes you slip, fall or each, is kai.
The phrase that we use to consult with algae, lichen or a slippery moss over a rock is pathar utte kai jammi hoyi hai. The phrase has two meanings, at the very least. Roughly, it means: “Moss is frozen over the rock” or “Moss is birthed by the rock”. The rock is to moss what the soil is to a tree. I don’t imply to romanticise issues, however I believe the enterprise of scraping and promoting moss won’t ever take off in Punjab. Within the UK, nevertheless, moss is used ornamentally in houses, airports and accommodations. Sphagnum moss, also referred to as peat or bathroom moss, is used to extend the productiveness of gardens; its habitats are house to uncommon wildlife and carbon reserves, however its use in horticulture is colossal. I ponder if, along with the labyrinth of a world-political financial system by which Punjab has largely been a website of agricultural experimentation and extraction, moderately than consumption, language has had a job to play in these traditionally totally different approaches to moss?
In English, moss “carpets” a backyard. Constructed into the language is the thought of moss as ornament, moss as a wonderful addition to nature. The phrase carpet originates from the Latin carpere, which suggests to “pull to items”. To carpet an object is to drag and canopy, cowl and pull, the 2 actions deciding the destiny of moss.

Within the centuries that adopted Dillenius, moss was pulled from all around the world to cowl different worlds. Within the identify of science and civilisation, colonisers extracted and exploited Indigenous peoples and international lands and ecosystems. Historians of science similar to Patricia Fara and Zaheer Baber have demonstrated that botanical expeditions of English and European scientists similar to Joseph Banks helped consolidate Britain’s imperial energy. In accompanying colonial officers on expeditions across the globe, botanists acquired economically and culturally pertinent botanical and agricultural information via their practices of assortment in numerous components of the world, together with India.
Within the 1780s, the third Sherardian professor of Botany at Oxford, John Sibthorp, travelled to Greece and present-day Turkey to watch and gather lichens. In April 1795, Sibthorp went to Cardamoula (present-day Kardamyli in Greece). Remarking on his journey, he wrote: “The character of man appeared right here to recuperate its erect type; we now not noticed the servility of thoughts and physique which distinguishes the Greeks subjugated by the Turks.” This was the period of colonialism and orientalism; Sherardian professors of botany had been no exception. Trendy botany and its near-global dominance owes a substantial debt to alternatives offered by colonialism.
That the scientific assortment or extraction of vegetation and the subjugation of peoples occurred concurrently signifies that the colonisers touched all people. It was in 1744, simply a few years earlier than Dillenius’s demise, that Robert Clive first touched India, arguably defining the course of British colonialism within the subcontinent. By 1794, the yr Sibthorp wrote his Flora Oxoniensis, essentially the most beneficial historic account of the flora of Oxfordshire we’ve in the present day, the East India Firm had firmly established itself in India.
The trendy historical past of touching moss is certainly one of elitism, colonialism and racism. After I contact moss on the traditional partitions, cobblestone streets and gated faculties of Oxford, I realise touching moss has by no means been a query of intent, however certainly one of entry. In Nineteenth-century Britain, there have been many working-class botanists, women and men who’d taught themselves botany by memorising the Latin names of vegetation in pubs after lengthy and taxing work hours. However the concept of doing botany in a public home was totally disgraceful and horrifying to the elite lessons. Whereas artisan botany turned widespread in Manchester and Lancashire, it didn’t take off amid the spires of Oxford.
In Britain’s colonies, colonialism turned contact right into a privilege. Whereas colonisers employed Indigenous peoples to do the touching for them, they retained the rights to information about that which the “natives” touched: mosses and the more-than-human world. Additionally they repudiated any feelings and impacts that anyone could have had in the direction of the nonhuman. A plant turned an object to be scrutinised. A moss, a carpet to be scraped and examined. You contact moss to carry it house and have a look at its construction underneath your college’s new microscope. You contact moss, and but you don’t contact moss. Touching mosses, I didn’t really feel at one with nature. I felt severed. There isn’t a pure contact. No return to an unadulterated relationship with nature. No moss time. Between my fingertips and the sporophytes of a moss mattress exist centuries of exploitation and extraction, and behind them, human arms, and the all-too-human contact.
While engaged on this essay, I often visited an ash tree close to my home. On its trunk, two sorts of mosses had begun to develop: frequent striated feather moss and Atrichum undulatum, a moss species with star-shaped leaves. I touched them each different day, however I didn’t know what to assume or say about them. I wished moss to inform me its story. Quiet, humble and peaceable, it stated nothing.
Maybe it’s absurd, even fatuous, to ponder if there may be something redemptive about contact. If contact itself, as an intersubjective sense of notion, has turn into corrupt, the place does that depart our endlessly touching our bodies and selves? I need to push towards this interpretation. As a result of there’s a contact past the historical past of touching too: the human capability for contact and its existential, precarious, fleshy nature. The form of contact that animated Dillenius’s days in Oxford, regardless of every thing. In a historical past of botany in England, the writer Richard Pulteney in 1790 calls Dillenius as a “recluse”, described by a correspondent as soon as as “busy in portray fungi”. Busy touching nature.
Contact as a haunting reminder of the violence inherent within the physique. Contact that returns us to the previous and its rugged terrain. As a child, I used to play touch-and-go with my associates, the entire premise of which is that one particular person chases all people else in an try to the touch them. You needed to tread the fantastic line between operating with full pressure in the direction of your mates, and hurting them along with your keen hand. It wasn’t simple, and we sustained a number of accidents, however we additionally got here up with an answer: your contact counts provided that it doesn’t damage anyone.

Contact as a cautious hand. The fleshiness of contact bares us to the opposite – human and nonhuman, but additionally ourselves. The act of touching constitutes the perceived and the perceiver, proposes Merleau-Ponty. In touching the nonhuman, I’m thrown into the world, over and once more, and every time I need to reintegrate myself as what I used to be earlier than touching. On this steady operation of disintegration and reintegration, there’s a generative second the place I’m not sure who I’m, neither past-me, nor future-me. Am I human? Am I part of this world? Can I alter?
If, within the act of touching nature, I’m not practising guileless nature connectedness however a complicitous, historic and in addition utopian contact, maybe contact could be reconceptualised as a fancy, layered and resilient sense-perception. Maybe it’s the different manner spherical. Not contact itself because the deliverance of one-dimensional, rapid expertise, however what we – our historical past and current – have engineered it to be. Maybe the obvious superficiality of contact is the fiction. The histories of human relationships with the nonhuman could have whitewashed and pigeonholed contact and its potential for radical reciprocity and for reckoning with the previous and the current. I ponder if I can domesticate and harness contact not as a remedy for my estrangement from the nonhuman world, however as an open-hearted publicity to that world, and ours. Contact from the outdated French toche – a blow or, even, an assault. Contact as a prizing open.
Simply earlier than spring, I went for a stroll within the woods. Extra logs had fallen. Glittering wood-moss, a moss species with crimson stems and feathery leaves, shimmered on the forest flooring. I used to be reminded of the poem Wild Garlic by Séan Hewitt, by which he writes: “The world is darkish / however the wooden is filled with stars.” With no moon in sight and an overcast sky, the stroll again house was melancholy. I pulled out my keys from my jacket they usually fell on the bottom. Beneath the streetlight, a silver-green moss, Bryum argenteum, shone out, cradling my keys. Moss is Earth’s reminiscence residing at my doorstep. I need to welcome it inside: I need to contact it and let it undo me.
This essay was initially printed in Aeon