The No Extra Unhappy Songs singer admitted she felt uncomfortable when she was requested to put on a bikini for a video.
It was the “little issues” which finally took a toll on her psychological well being, Ms Nelson stated.
She stated on Reign With Josh Smith: “When it got here to little issues, like if we needed to do a video and everybody needed to put on bikinis and I didn’t need to put on a bikini as a result of I felt like s**t, I couldn’t not.
“It’s simply the little issues like that, that will make me really feel trapped. And it was simply the fixed comparability each single day that was onerous and that finally, after 10 years, takes a large toll in your psychological well being.”
Ms Nelson has beforehand stated a panic assault on the video shoot for Candy Melody spurred her on to give up the band after 10 years.
Now she has gone solo following her departure from Little Combine final yr.
It was her mum Janice who inspired her to give up the woman band when the singer spiraled into despair.
On reflection, the X Issue star stated her mum discovered it “onerous” to observe her lose her confidence when she was on the peak of fame.
She added: “She was like, “I feel you really want to take care of your self now as a result of this isn’t wholesome.” And what’s s**t for my mum is my mum noticed me as a barmaid who was very assured, who was all the time glad, to then go to somebody who had no confidence, was down on a regular basis, depressed.
“And that was actually onerous as a mum for her to observe… My mum doesn’t care about cash, fame, all of that s**t, she simply desires me to be glad.
“So for her to see her daughter do one thing that she’s all the time needed to do, however see her be so depressing, my mum was like, “Why are you doing this? You reside as soon as. This isn’t you. This isn’t the Jesy that I do know. You’ve turn into somebody I don’t even acknowledge anymore.””
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